I'm not great person as many things i wish i did not do, but i continue learning... will yes that's is i continue learning after all these years, but i believe i never did learn a thing, and never learned my lesson.
Gatsby is a busy, ambitious, hardworking and have a great dream. I have a dream too, but that dream is getting more of a nightmare. In the last lest say 6 months, i was so worried, but last 12 months i was so proud, i thought my wings were finally spreading and i could maintain the wind beneath it. In a way i feel like Gatsby but i hate the ending. You see, the movie showed that no matter how generous a person can be, he may still end up losing his dream and dies with him is his hope. None of those party-goers care or even know who he really was.
There are things in life that is totally out of your control, but if you really dig deeper and try to understand it, 90% of what happened to us is the result of our action and decisions. Am i blaming me? yes, i greatly accept that i was mistaken. Now I'm hanging on the edge.
I trust people so easily, like I wanted to show them that I can be trusted too, but yet, of all the things that happened, i felt very disrespected. I could not really blame them as I said, I trusted them, so it was me in the first place that gave in.
Well, Gatsby was wrong when he said he can bring back the past, on the other hand, tomorrow is an exciting day, a positive thing seems to happen to my path. I will be very thankful and would gladly forget the other things that is bothering me for the past months. That is what i do best, forgetting and moving on. Ehmmm not really everything.
Gatsby is mysterious and his richness has a dirty background, well, I am not on that level, but given the opportunity maybe i will do exactly what he did.
I just finished watching this film, so I did try my best to reflect and look at the similarity of our lives. In a way I am like him or the Gatsby character. I do not see green light, but i do keep a hope that is being chase by time and i believe time run-over that hope already. I can see where I am going, though i have a lot of options but I choose this path. Well, I can blame it to my laziness, I have the ideas but I tend to come back to laziness, my good friend and I know they don't reward lazy people with Gold.
Okay, enough with the Gatsby thing.....................
What i like to talk about now is that i found a software that is helping me reduce the file size of my videos so i can easily upload it to youtube. Also today, I bought something that i really been looking forward for weeks, its a medicine or say health product. Within the next few months, my activities will be recorded here, this will be my diary. I will keep this blog thing for 1 year just to record if I will be able to pull this internet marketing or internet lifestyle of making money.
I now have the ideas, the resources, the samples, and the targets, and the people that will actually do the writing for me. I will try my best to spend this whole year doing everything from scratch just to test if we can really make $1,000 to $5,000 monthly from this internet money making slabododo.
So, no one knows this blog yet, so it will be fine if you follow me through this whole year, then I will be checking everything next year 1/23/2015.
Good night for now......
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